lynethlouise

i have waited for so long since i started wondering how i could join these amazing bloggers... i never thought i could make it this time... wow just come to think of it someone might be interested reading this simple personal article of mine...the feelings that i have right at this very moment...it's so exciting at last i made it...thanks for the blessings.

it all started while i was so depressed with all the problems that i have... i started last year i had no idea of what to do , where to go, when to end all the mess in my life and always thinking that since the beginning i was born I've been useless and never had a chance to live above average....why? maybe because since childhood i belong to a broken family and just as usual my father left my mother with five children and during that time i was so disgusted that although my mother was a registered teacher she was not able to provide us with our education only with our daily subsistence, we were forced to work at our early age and educate ourselves with our own capabilities. One thing i could not forget was at the time I got married at my early age of eighteen i thought i was just playing just come to think of it getting pregnant at my early age i didn't know what to do, but i had no regrets. For me i have been a good wife to my husband, a responsible mother of two as well as a grandmother and faithful follower of a true church where i belong. I am not a hypocrite person who would hide my feelings and ambition in life. I really wanted to live above average when talking about my way of living. How i wished i could reached my goal. Just as simple as that. Is it really simple? Is it possible? well, maybe if i do the best that i could as long as i do it in a right way. But right now there is seem to be a problem. Well i hope i could handle it, i have been married for almost 33 years. I will not allow that kind of trial to turn me down with my ambition. I know that somehow, someday i can make it and survive.

And this is it. A very interesting experience is happening in my life right now. Just imagine at my age i was still given a chance to maybe fulfill my goal. But i am still confused if i will continue with the experience that i have right now. Is this the right path? Well, i don't know.